Venting

heckler7 said:

for someone with such life threatening health issues, why the fuck are you adding to it with hormones

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heckler7 said:

for someone with such life threatening health issues, why the fuck are you adding to it with hormones

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bomb_r2 said:

I really do have a bad allergy. I feel like crap because my lady is the only one working. We're barely scraping by . I've been hospitalized many times since September. Its not being a pussy when honestly you're on deaths door .

I smell it and within 3 minutes im puking uncontrollably. 8 minutes after that I'm passed out because my throat is swelling . I wake up in the hospital and I'm so out of it , but im shaking from the epi shots.
Im there for 2-3 more hours . I have wires on my chest from the heart monitor and they give me prednisone in my IV then a breathing treatment ( nebulizer )
For three days my eyes are bugging out of my head and my eye lids swollen .
Im dependant on mucinex , ephedrine and benadryl to get the water out of my lungs and stop my nose from running.
The water in my lungs and imflamed hairs causes me to cough so hard it floors me . Literally im kneeling. I can't walk more than 20 feet without being out of breath.
I also have no strength , lifting a gallon of milk is extremely difficult . My depth perception sucks because of my eyes and i cant regulate my body temperature. I randomly start sweating even while im not moving. I feel like complete crap for most of the week.

I hear shit from my mom how i need to hold a job and she tells me i need to get over it. My credit cards are maxed out and my credit score continues to drop as hospital bills go into collection.

I've developed anxiety of going out in public
Sunday i went to kroger . I was so nervous i felt like i could jump out of my skin . My eyes were tweaking. I bit my nails until they bled and i had to go wait in the car until my lady was done shopping . We get home i smoke a 2 cigs and drink some dr.pepper im better

Its not like im just allergic to a food ,but its the smell and Any thing to do without . Yes i read ingredients on everything i buy. Soap , shave gel , body wash , candy , ice cream,peanuts . Yes peanuts are processed in facilities with other tree nuts ( coconut , hazlenut)
I can't avoid a smell , you never know who's going to walk into by you wearing it or who's hand lotion has it or even deodorant .
I cant even go down the shampoo aisle
I won't go in bath and body works
My job history sucks from this past year and ppl wanting to fucking smell pretty


I hope you or your children never experience this as you'll probably be unprepared

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