TX_hempknight
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My marriage has been over for awhile we just kind of go through the motions. My wife is an excellent mother and we both do a good job raising our children. I haven’t really had the opportunity to start my life over so I’m just biding my time at the moment. I haven’t had much overtime recently so after work I have a couple hours to myself. That’s when I hit the gym. I prep all my food on sundays for the week. Usually just chicken and rice and scrambled eggs and turkey sausage. I forgot to mention the eggs and sausage earlier. The weekday evenings and weekends I dedicate to my kids, my biggest goal in life is to be the best father I can be so my kids can grow up to be happy people. The gym is where I exfoliate my frustration with life and my own personal failures. I try to be a happy confident man so that I can show my kids that they need to be able to make themselves happy and not rely on anyone else.
i wasn’t responsible for my failing marriage although I know I wasn’t perfect. There just a lot of resentment that I can’t seem to get over and I feel that she also deserves to be happy and I’m not really interested in being that person to her anymore. I tried to fix things but I’ve given up at this point. I had plans to move into a studio apartment this January however I’ve been talking to a mediator and I think I’m just going to play things out. Marriage laws is truly unfair, especially if you’re the provider of a single income household. So I don’t really have a game plan at this moment anymore. We get along enough to not be totally miserable, so I will prolly stay home for now.
Sorry for the book....my ‘me’ time is after work for a couple hours, I also have been an active member of an adult recreational sports league for years. We play football in the summer, basketball in the winter and softball in the spring. I stay pretty busy really and that helps keep me occupied.
I have no social life anymore, you guys here at ASF are literally my only friends anymore. Haha
thats why my post count is so high.
but I’ve learned a shit ton, so it was worth it.
Damn bro, same situation. I was thinking of taking income tax and running myself. I still have love for her, just not in love and Ill be damned if i want to see her happy with another man. I know thats just me being petty, but it is what it is.