I was depressed, going through a divorce with a woman who had basically convinced me I was undesirable. I worked out all the time, natty, but was getting into middle age and found I was getting weaker year after year instead of stronger. I had peaked. I was losing weight and strength.
So, thankfully, I found some of these boards and persons on the boards who helped me get my diet together properly before I ever started steroids. That is a PRO, not a con.
Then I ran my first cycle. 500 mg test with a dbol kickstart. 10 weeks, If I remember correctly. Strict diet. Now, keep in mind I had been training for decades already and was slipping, getting weaker and losing weight ever so slowly as age crept up and hormone levels dropped. Well, you can imagine what happened. I started pouring on size. My body was ready, as I was working out hard and had TRULY maxed out my natural potential, as in, my peak was in my past, and I was slipping. Raising hormone levels completely transformed me. That's a PRO, not a con.
It was spring. I added 22 pounds, and, thanks to my diet, I was leaner. I had a whole new look to me. That is a PRO, not a con.
When I came off and did PCT (mistake, since I was already in my 40s, but I had things to learn yet) I dropped water and looked freaking awesome for summertime. 6 feet, around 200 pounds as the water dropped, abs, muscles . . . it was great. Suddenly this guy who thought we was sexually untouchable (thanks to the ex) is getting looks from women, young and old, everywhere. I still remember a woman who was lying out tanning moaning, audibly, as I walked by her, and her friends started to laugh, then she asked, "Did I just do that out loud?"
It gave me back my confidence and changed things so much for the better. That is a PRO, not a con.
Cons: I do worry about my health. I am in my 50s now, and I have high blood pressure (not super high, but high is bad even if it is a little high). I am concerned lest I damage something important, like kidneys or heart. I do not think so far I have, but I have been using steroids long term, and I carry around far more mass than my body was designed to carry.
This is why I am thinking about competing next year (2019). I am not getting any younger.