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Off cycle 14 months now, still feel low test and libido, trying to conceive

Badbury212

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It’s been a while since Iv posted, forgive my absence. Iv been off cycle for 14 months now. Last time I got blood work done my test was really low. Since then my testosterone and libido has gone up and down since then. For the past month or so it feels like my testosterone and libido is at an all time low. No desire at all for sex, and when I do fuck my Dick feels numb. I can always make myself cum jerking off of course but for some reason in sex I can’t. Not sure what’s going on at all. I’m waiting on my blood results, should have them in a few days. Just wondering if anyone has gone through something similar. I’m really considering going back on test. Iv been trying to conceive for my second child. First child was conceived on a 500mg test E cycle. It was actually my first cycle almost 5 years ago. I take Kratom everyday with occasional breaks, and vitamins, and that’s about it.
26 years old, 5”11, 185lbs, cycled on an off for about 3-4 years.




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Badbury212 said:
It’s been a while since Iv posted, forgive my absence. Iv been off cycle for 14 months now. Last time I got blood work done my test was really low. Since then my testosterone and libido has gone up and down since then. For the past month or so it feels like my testosterone and libido is at an all time low. No desire at all for sex, and when I do fuck my Dick feels numb. I can always make myself cum jerking off of course but for some reason in sex I can’t. Not sure what’s going on at all. I’m waiting on my blood results, should have them in a few days. Just wondering if anyone has gone through something similar. I’m really considering going back on test. Iv been trying to conceive for my second child. First child was conceived on a 500mg test E cycle. It was actually my first cycle almost 5 years ago. I take Kratom everyday with occasional breaks, and vitamins, and that’s about it.
26 years old, 5”11, 185lbs, cycled on an off for about 3-4 years.




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I'm just speculating, but the kratom could be playing a role in it. I've never looked into it, but I do know opiates lower test levels. That's how I ended up doing steroids in the first place . I know kratom isnt an opiate, but I also dont know if it does or doesnt effect natural test levels either. Could be something to check out. I take kratom daily , but I've been 'on' basically since I started, so I wouldn't know if it had that effect on me. You could also just trying to run a strong pct like you just came off. Maybe could restart your system. Then of course , there's hundreds of over the counter products and programs you could try. But who knows. Could be trt for life also. I'm no doctor, I'm just tossing ideas out there . Hope it all works out for you brother. Stay positive and keep at it and you'll work it out

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Badbury212 said:
It’s been a while since Iv posted, forgive my absence. Iv been off cycle for 14 months now. Last time I got blood work done my test was really low. Since then my testosterone and libido has gone up and down since then. For the past month or so it feels like my testosterone and libido is at an all time low. No desire at all for sex, and when I do fuck my Dick feels numb. I can always make myself cum jerking off of course but for some reason in sex I can’t. Not sure what’s going on at all. I’m waiting on my blood results, should have them in a few days. Just wondering if anyone has gone through something similar. I’m really considering going back on test. Iv been trying to conceive for my second child. First child was conceived on a 500mg test E cycle. It was actually my first cycle almost 5 years ago. I take Kratom everyday with occasional breaks, and vitamins, and that’s about it.
26 years old, 5”11, 185lbs, cycled on an off for about 3-4 years.




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.... stay off for 2 years, stop taking Kratom.... you write that you can cum from jerking off.. if true it's not physical issue... try sexualizing your wife like you do to a porn.. it all depends on you & your wife's understanding of 'how to satisfy each other'... does she even know you are struggling with your sexual passion ?? you could try taking Cialis or Viagra ... or any 'dick helper'... if I knew you I could say more ... but, I don't
.... when I was in my late 20's I had a sexy gf, who would do anything to for me , a young hottie... but when I had an orgasm, I was always thinking about this redheaded Italian chick that lived downstairs from me.... not always , but many times... :roflmao:.. you're young, you'll figure it out, but not always when you want to....
 
Kratom doesn't hinder hpta recovery.

It attaches to the opiate receptor but that's not going to inhibit your bodies ability to recover.

Sounds like the issue is just simply AAS use along with aging.

If you want to go back on, I would bet money on you conceiving a child not long after you start back.

I know two very well known guys in bbing who tried what you did and had no luck. They got tired of feeling like shit and after months upon months couldn't take it. They hopped back on and had their lady pregnant within a few weeks.

It doesn't make sense but, my guess would be that the sharp increase in hormones somehow effected fertility in a positive way for a short time and hence, babies.

Also note, both of these guys used prop to start back which would lead to a drastic spike in hormones.

Also, I've read multiple other cases of the same thing happening.

It's your choice ultimately but, I know plenty of guys who have had kids on cycle.
 
Montego1 said:
Kratom doesn't hinder hpta recovery.

It attaches to the opiate receptor but that's not going to inhibit your bodies ability to recover.

Sounds like the issue is just simply AAS use along with aging.

If you want to go back on, I would bet money on you conceiving a child not long after you start back.

I know two very well known guys in bbing who tried what you did and had no luck. They got tired of feeling like shit and after months upon months couldn't take it. They hopped back on and had their lady pregnant within a few weeks.

It doesn't make sense but, my guess would be that the sharp increase in hormones somehow effected fertility in a positive way for a short time and hence, babies.

Also note, both of these guys used prop to start back which would lead to a drastic spike in hormones.

Also, I've read multiple other cases of the same thing happening.

It's your choice ultimately but, I know plenty of guys who have had kids on cycle.
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That’s exactly what Iv been thinking too. I’m almost positive if I did go back on I would start with prop eventually switching to Test. I love the Kratom too much to give up solely. But I do want my libido baxk


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I'd try taking a single 100mcg dose of Triptorelin and taking some cialis
 
FL1025 said:
I'd try taking a single 100mcg dose of Triptorelin and taking some cialis
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Are you sure that stuff works? I heard you can castrate yourself with it. I did that for a pct once and I fear that it made me infertile.


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Something doesn't add up to your original story. Sounds like you have been on a lot of stuff for many years. Regardless, numb dick is usually from high estrogen. Cialis would probably help that, but where does the high estrogen come from? Your hormones are off bad. I would get tested and post your results. Only way for us to be able to help.

According to your other posts you have been off cycle for 9 months.
 
CSOReaper said:
Something doesn't add up to your original story. Sounds like you have been on a lot of stuff for many years. Regardless, numb dick is usually from high estrogen. Cialis would probably help that, but where does the high estrogen come from? Your hormones are off bad. I would get tested and post your results. Only way for us to be able to help.

According to your other posts you have been off cycle for 9 months.
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That would be 12 months and some change. I didn’t count the pct time. I wrote in my journal that last injection was in April


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Handful of my buddies have abused juice for nearly a decade if not longer and everyone of them that blast hcg have knocked their wife’s up recently. Have you tried hcg?


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GrilledCheddar said:
Handful of my buddies have abused juice for nearly a decade if not longer and everyone of them that blast hcg have knocked their wife’s up recently. Have you tried hcg?


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I guess it’s what you consider abuse? 3-4 years on an off.


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CSOReaper said:
It's abuse when not done correctly, yes. Just like anything else.
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Yea that makes sense. I was ignorant to cycles when I first started it. So that could definitely be the issue.


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I will ask the tough question. Hows the relationship? Any resentments? Any jealousy issues, etc? Are you stressed out? everything going good?

I only ask because i can limp dick my wife too when shes being extra bitchy or giving me shit about stuff that i really dont care about.

Could just be psychological.
 
TX_hempknight said:
I will ask the tough question. Hows the relationship? Any resentments? Any jealousy issues, etc? Are you stressed out? everything going good?

I only ask because i can limp dick my wife too when shes being extra bitchy or giving me shit about stuff that i really dont care about.

Could just be psychological.
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Christ, if that was the case, none of us could ever get it up. Ever known ANY woman to be happy and not pissing and moaning all the time?
 
Said you are trying to conceive but I did not see anything about infertility drugs in any of your posts? Where are the heavy blinding doses of clomid? and the massive hcg and hmg experiments? and why are you jerking off? those are for the lady.

Bottom line is it doesn't look like you have made any real efforts to trying to conceive other than just not doing steroids. Get your bloods to start. hopefully it works out for you if not it can be a very long and hard road one you could have and probably should have started months ago.



Edit: regardless of its affects on your hormones if you cant cum the Kratom is not helping.
 
TX_hempknight said:
I will ask the tough question. Hows the relationship? Any resentments? Any jealousy issues, etc? Are you stressed out? everything going good?

I only ask because i can limp dick my wife too when shes being extra bitchy or giving me shit about stuff that i really dont care about.

Could just be psychological.
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Yea I’m thinking a lot of it is do too stress. Relationship is better then it’s ever been. But I just quit my shit hole job, took a paycut for a 10x better job that will pay out in the long term. So probably a lot of stress.


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Skinnyguy180 said:
Said you are trying to conceive but I did not see anything about infertility drugs in any of your posts? Where are the heavy blinding doses of clomid? and the massive hcg and hmg experiments? and why are you jerking off? those are for the lady.

Bottom line is it doesn't look like you have made any real efforts to trying to conceive other than just not doing steroids. Get your bloods to start. hopefully it works out for you if not it can be a very long and hard road one you could have and probably should have started months ago.



Edit: regardless of its affects on your hormones if you cant cum the Kratom is not helping.
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Iv posted in other threads that Iv done a couple treatments of HCG, no clomid, my doctor had told me that clomid didn’t work. I also did the hcg on my own, not thru insurance because of the cost and time management. Haven’t done anything in a while cuz I was trying to just let myself naturally come back.


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Lots of persons posting (use Google) about Kratom negatively affecting libido. Others posting the opposite. I'd at least consider it.
 
I don’t see the estrogen, LH, FSH or anything like that on this panel other then testosterone. Which seems to be at a reasonable number.

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Badbury212 said:
I don’t see the estrogen, LH, FSH or anything like that on this panel other then testosterone. Which seems to be at a reasonable number.

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Update to this post. Hopped on a test e cycle 500mg a week and 6 weeks in and my wife is pregnant!! Great news.


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