malfeasance
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That's what I was thinking each time I read one of your posts.Wondering if I'm just drawing this out with Kratom even longer
You are well past any suboxone being in your system just based on the half life. In other words, you are off. Congrats.
Now it is just an issue of not relapsing or substituting something else, which it looks to me like you are doing with vicodin and kratom.
You have a stable job, a stable relationship, and bodybuilding. You are also now at an age where stability is important. These are all positive factors for success in what you are trying to do right now.
At some point you have to stop taking shit - even aspirin. Only you know when that point is, because only you can make up your mind to do it. What I say does not mean anything, because I am not the one living it and doing it.
When you decide to do it, you will do it and do it well.
It is going to be a while before the fatigue disappears. I am sure you knew this going in. At some point you are going to have to stop taking anything for the fatigue and just wait. Your body will adjust, homeostasis applies to more than just testosterone! Your body will eventually go to normal again.
Keep in mind it is going to take a while to feel normal again. We are talking a minimum of 90 days, and for some people much longer.
When you are ready, stop taking things and mark the 90 days on your calendar and see you how feel when that date comes up.
In the meantime, remove your sources of vicodin and stay away from people you know use or sell opiates - do not even see them socially.