Saz.... I like ya but you're 19 years old. 19 years old is way too young. I honesty can't even bring myself to post a suggested cycle. I really hope you realize that AAS is NOT the answer for you right now.
The answer for you right now is to go look in the mirror. Take a long look... You have to find something deep down inside you that only you can reach. You need to find that dedication that will carry you, a dedications that will push you to the gym when you don't want to go and that dedication to force down that food that you don't want to eat.
You need the following:
A great workout routine.
A balanced nutrition plan high in Carbs and Protein.
Following those above suggestions will turn your body into an anabolic machine. Gear at 19 is not a substitute for not having any of those. I'm not suggesting you aren't doing all three of those but if you're not you need to. If you think you are doing all three of them most likely your not doing them enough. At 19, with the exception of having a low T level, your body is putting out a fantastic amount of testosterone.
I really hope you hear what I'm saying to you.