TheChosen1Speaks
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Ok I don't like to air out my dirty laundry out in public; however, I figured this forum might be a way to get some honest opinions. I am sure I will get some sarcastic comments but I truely don't give a fuck. I figured it might be a way for me to weed through the comments and find some sense of sincerity.
So my current girlfriend and I live together for the past two years. When I met her I was in rehab voluntary to get my life back in order. At the time I felt it was necessary and learned a lot from it. I was or should I say I am addicted to cocaine. About 10 months ago I had some relapses with coke small bags like 20s and 40s nothing crazy not breaking the bank. Mind you I am the breadwinner in the family and make way more money than her six figure salary plus commission. Anyway my girlfriend found out about it and its become a major issue aruging at top of lungs so the neighbors hear everything, calling me an addict in front of my child (she knows tho) . My girlfriend is a teacher and complete square never smoked, rarely drinks wine and doesn't party. Myself I don't smoke, but use to party a lot. We live with my 16 old kid whom I raised since her mother left us when my kid was 18 months. I get no child support and don't care for it. Long story short, I don't put my girl on a budget or monitor her every move. However, she has done this to me. She has gone so far as to take all my ids, credit cards, banks accounts in the fear and hope that I will not do any drugs. Kicked me out of the house when I was on a twenty bag of cock on a Saturday when my kid was out with no money and no gas in the car, no id nothing. Well, it doesnt work because I don't need a mother.
Anyway we have been arguing for months. She has left the house and stayed with her ex husband and come back the next day. Weird right? He is a cool person and I dont' see him a threat, but I consider it disrespectfull. However, she doesn't see it that way she just says that she is safe when I am out of control. She pushes my buttons if she assumes I am high even when I am not. It's a long story, but over the weekend she moved out with all her stuff except some clothes. She is staying with the ex husband which I asked her not to do, but she says there is nothing going on and I caused this. She says that she wants to be with me marry me etc which I don't want to do. Anyway the ex has a newborn and the girlfriend from out of state and is moving into his place in a week and a half. She believes she will not be able to be there anymore because that girlfriend wouldn't tolerate it. So this is behind her back. So they will respect her not me?
Am I crazy or is this just stupid. Maybe dating someone who is such a square is not what I need or thought would be right for me? Now she is pressuring me to let her move back in. She wants to stay there for like a week and half and move back in with me. Play boyfriend girlfriend but she sleeps there at night. Can you really get past this or will I always be a drug addict to her no matter what and she will use is as every excuse?
What do you think sorry for long dragged out post but what do you bros think. Mind you I can easily hook up with other women, turn them down often, but I just don't cheat.
So my current girlfriend and I live together for the past two years. When I met her I was in rehab voluntary to get my life back in order. At the time I felt it was necessary and learned a lot from it. I was or should I say I am addicted to cocaine. About 10 months ago I had some relapses with coke small bags like 20s and 40s nothing crazy not breaking the bank. Mind you I am the breadwinner in the family and make way more money than her six figure salary plus commission. Anyway my girlfriend found out about it and its become a major issue aruging at top of lungs so the neighbors hear everything, calling me an addict in front of my child (she knows tho) . My girlfriend is a teacher and complete square never smoked, rarely drinks wine and doesn't party. Myself I don't smoke, but use to party a lot. We live with my 16 old kid whom I raised since her mother left us when my kid was 18 months. I get no child support and don't care for it. Long story short, I don't put my girl on a budget or monitor her every move. However, she has done this to me. She has gone so far as to take all my ids, credit cards, banks accounts in the fear and hope that I will not do any drugs. Kicked me out of the house when I was on a twenty bag of cock on a Saturday when my kid was out with no money and no gas in the car, no id nothing. Well, it doesnt work because I don't need a mother.
Anyway we have been arguing for months. She has left the house and stayed with her ex husband and come back the next day. Weird right? He is a cool person and I dont' see him a threat, but I consider it disrespectfull. However, she doesn't see it that way she just says that she is safe when I am out of control. She pushes my buttons if she assumes I am high even when I am not. It's a long story, but over the weekend she moved out with all her stuff except some clothes. She is staying with the ex husband which I asked her not to do, but she says there is nothing going on and I caused this. She says that she wants to be with me marry me etc which I don't want to do. Anyway the ex has a newborn and the girlfriend from out of state and is moving into his place in a week and a half. She believes she will not be able to be there anymore because that girlfriend wouldn't tolerate it. So this is behind her back. So they will respect her not me?
Am I crazy or is this just stupid. Maybe dating someone who is such a square is not what I need or thought would be right for me? Now she is pressuring me to let her move back in. She wants to stay there for like a week and half and move back in with me. Play boyfriend girlfriend but she sleeps there at night. Can you really get past this or will I always be a drug addict to her no matter what and she will use is as every excuse?
What do you think sorry for long dragged out post but what do you bros think. Mind you I can easily hook up with other women, turn them down often, but I just don't cheat.