Real bad weekend guys , I think these drugs are getting the better of me , especially the Tren but could be all of them . Have been married for 20 years to the best woman in my mind and she has ONLY been with me her whole life she was only 15 . Hard to find like that anymore . Anyways I have been just being a dick , and we went to a bar Friday night and she and another girl we know started talking to this 24 year old completely 100 open gay kid that my wife knows through some family members and she wished he wasn't gay so she could set him up with my daughter . This is the shit that I Am feeling now , I was so fucking mad and jealous I freaked out on her and I even put my fist through a giant mirror in my house and ended up with stitches , lol yep I deserve them too . I know this is a source section but just wondering if anybody went through this and should I just stick to low test and HGH . Also started growth a month ago and that stuff really makes me feel so good , and happy some times , it really does make me even enjoy looking at like a sunset or something gay like that it's weird . Anyways I can't talk to anybody about this crap . Thanks