You want to feel better?
A little better, a lot better, better than...who, better than what?
For how long? A moment, forever, in between?
When? Now, tomorrow, soon, later, just once, always?
Is it out there, that better feeling..., you think?
Where is it? In the wrap of some arms or legs In the folds of a wallet?
In drugs In music In booze In sharp blades In a hangman's knot?
In the voice of a child In the pews of a place? Pills?
In sticking your finger down your throat after you eat?
In a needle transporting a dream into your head via a vein?
In the words of a friend In the scribbles of a poet?
In L A or NYC or Tibet - In possible or in impossible?
In wanting to be somebody else you can't be or in wanting to be not you, the you who you must be?
In an office on a couch for an hour
once a week for a fortune for a decade or for forever ?
Will the world change for you, just for you, just to make you feel better?
And
Is it the immovable world outside that is always the cause of your problems, or is it the world that you perceive as moldable and manipulable which is inside you that is the cause of the miseries you incur?
Or
Is it that "feel better" is not outside? Outside your door, outside your mind?
Could it be, and can you visualize, that that feel better feeling is right where it always was/is/will be