Idk it's weird. Work won't quit this year and some personal shit is interfering with sleep and eating. My weight went up then back down, but I had just put on 10 pounds anyway... Strength is not quite back to where it was before I was out for almost two months, but that was holding tren gains... Idk I usually feel like I grow late in a cycle. I'm just into week four. Just kinda curious what to expect. All I know is I just destroyed everything in the gym. I'm not the biggest or the strongest by any means, but I just watched the whole gym watch me like "wtf is wrong with this guy?!" Fail, drop, fail, drop... Repeat till static holding nothing, move to the next one. I'm on some wet compounds so the pics don't look great but I feel big. I'm about to enter a real mindfuck period I have a feeling....