jdude330
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Hey guys, i'm on my first injectable cycle, and just like some of you, I'm scared of needles. I have done about 8 total self injections. However my 4th time, I hit a vein and drew up blood. Then again on my 6th time i drew up blood again. So 2/8 times, i have hit a vein. I though it was so rare to hit a vein that doctors and nurses don't even aspirate? I'm injecting my quads. I have done a lot of research on where I'm supposed to inject. After I hit those veins, my fear of injecting went through the roof. Before i hit the veins, i was slowly getting more confident. But now I'm more scared than the time i did my first shot. I use 25g 1". And i have been sticking the sucker all the way in. I was supposed to do my injection yesterday, but pussed out. Tried to do it a little while ago but pussed out again. And idk if it's the test that's making me so emotional or what but I get so pissed and then i get so upset and frustrated with myself, to the point of me hitting walls and shit lol. I'm only injecting about 0.7 ml at a time. I'm just scared i might hit a nerve and my leg will go numb and pain will shoot down my leg, or when i stab myself, my leg will cramp up and i wont be able to get the needle out, or that i hit a vein. Or maybe I stab myself and aspirate, and see no blood and inject, but maybe i move the needle just a little by accident and move it into a vein and then inject into the vein. Does anyone else think like this or am i just a freak lol. Any tips or help would be appreciated. I know i have to stop being a pussy, thanks guys