Ok I have been member for over a week now. I first joined to find a source just to get my hands on some gear, i did not care what kind. They more and more i have ready the more and more i learned that i need to learn a little more. I am not trying to become a freak. I have always been an athlete and never worried much about the gym because it running and jumping came very natural to me. I am a certified jump stretch instructor and still am fully active in sports in my area. The reason i decided to look into gear is because i am turning 29 soon and lately i have lost a step. I Have switched up my work outs constantly educating myself on different ways to train. I usually train by myself because others around me don't seem to take it as serious. It is more of a social gathering for them. I am looking for a gear cycle that can keep me making gains.I train to be faster and able to jump higher those are my goals when training. I do alot of cardio and work my legs alot. I always lift weights to have a good balance of strength. I met a former steelers trainer and he has been helping me develop some good strength workouts. I just want to be able to keep making gains. To have that push on those days when you are struggling. I have reached out to several private sources inquiring about var. From reading other threads it seemed to be the best bet. I can not inject myself i have tried it before and for some reason i have a phobia about it. I don't have anyone that could give me the injections either so i think i am stuck with an oral cycle. But from what i have read that is not a good choice. Any help would be great. Anyone can help me with a cycle and refer me to a source. Some of these gear prices are insane. Let me know thanks.