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My brothers,
Lotabof you know I've been away from the boards for over a month taken care of a family issue. Well, the news on my wife's diagnosis is not really good. She is going to live, but will likely never be the same brilliant, beatiful, geneticist that I married. She is all but gone in terms ofnherninyellectband personality, and so obnviously desperately wants to escape .
Her disorder has rendered her incapable of doing tuebworknshebloves, and the woman In see each night is not my wife. She has been flownnallnover the countrybt he seen by different specialists, has been treated phamacologically, verbally, and had the support of me and her family since day 1. As thing getbworse , the Drs are slowly but urely scaling back their lives expectations on her recovery, and have already said she will not be able to work in the capacity she did before (,cutting edge evolution and development biologist. We've been together for 7 years, and to see the smartest, most vivacious woman I hve ever met be cut down so quickly is horribly painful. This is the woman who has jeptbmebtogether through tough times and even savedbnyblife. Now, she's there, but I barely see her. It's devastating.
Manybifnyou know my sordid past, but either don't. Before lifting became my "hobby" I was a raging alcoholic, and coke head, and a liar. My wife as an integral part of my turn around, and her strenght and intelligence got me through some terrible times. Now I sailing alone, and In might be forms while.
My pint here is not to get sympathy or tells sob-story. My pint is to show you thebgiftbthat bodybuilding has given me. I known now (for sure) that my mental strength comes from kynohysivalnstrength, and bit has allowed neb to do some pretty amazing , driven things to help my wife get through this, and make sure she has the life she loved so dearly to come back to when (or if at this point) she canbmakebit back. Bodybuilding has kept me same, sober, and as strong as a fucking oak tree during this whole thing. Never have Ibfekt so empowered or been soneffevtivevin every aspect if myblifev, than when I Anna monster in the gym. I break with people easier, I have no temper to complicate her disease. I know what decisions need to be made and hiwbti effect REAL change. I never was anything more thanba skinny kidbwith adhd, a lost kid is ho just went with the flow and cared for nothing beyond instant gratification. Today's, I am maintanng nybjib, acting a rock, a protector, and a lover for the person who reserves and needs it most. All bcaus I picked up a set of 15 lb dumbbells at he YMCA and 10 years ago and said "I'm tired of being weak...."
Get st king, stay strong, and pull strength from your body band use it EVERYWHERE in the our life
GSR
Lotabof you know I've been away from the boards for over a month taken care of a family issue. Well, the news on my wife's diagnosis is not really good. She is going to live, but will likely never be the same brilliant, beatiful, geneticist that I married. She is all but gone in terms ofnherninyellectband personality, and so obnviously desperately wants to escape .
Her disorder has rendered her incapable of doing tuebworknshebloves, and the woman In see each night is not my wife. She has been flownnallnover the countrybt he seen by different specialists, has been treated phamacologically, verbally, and had the support of me and her family since day 1. As thing getbworse , the Drs are slowly but urely scaling back their lives expectations on her recovery, and have already said she will not be able to work in the capacity she did before (,cutting edge evolution and development biologist. We've been together for 7 years, and to see the smartest, most vivacious woman I hve ever met be cut down so quickly is horribly painful. This is the woman who has jeptbmebtogether through tough times and even savedbnyblife. Now, she's there, but I barely see her. It's devastating.
Manybifnyou know my sordid past, but either don't. Before lifting became my "hobby" I was a raging alcoholic, and coke head, and a liar. My wife as an integral part of my turn around, and her strenght and intelligence got me through some terrible times. Now I sailing alone, and In might be forms while.
My pint here is not to get sympathy or tells sob-story. My pint is to show you thebgiftbthat bodybuilding has given me. I known now (for sure) that my mental strength comes from kynohysivalnstrength, and bit has allowed neb to do some pretty amazing , driven things to help my wife get through this, and make sure she has the life she loved so dearly to come back to when (or if at this point) she canbmakebit back. Bodybuilding has kept me same, sober, and as strong as a fucking oak tree during this whole thing. Never have Ibfekt so empowered or been soneffevtivevin every aspect if myblifev, than when I Anna monster in the gym. I break with people easier, I have no temper to complicate her disease. I know what decisions need to be made and hiwbti effect REAL change. I never was anything more thanba skinny kidbwith adhd, a lost kid is ho just went with the flow and cared for nothing beyond instant gratification. Today's, I am maintanng nybjib, acting a rock, a protector, and a lover for the person who reserves and needs it most. All bcaus I picked up a set of 15 lb dumbbells at he YMCA and 10 years ago and said "I'm tired of being weak...."
Get st king, stay strong, and pull strength from your body band use it EVERYWHERE in the our life
GSR